... Quite obviously, the 'meow' smiley is obviously my newest obsession. It's the cutest thing I've ever seen >.<

LOOK! A KITTY!


And now that I have officially made myself look like a five year old... I guess I might as well talk about my useless life and how useless it has been as of late. My summer gym course just ended, wooh. I still have one more to do. I'm going to be an upperclassmen next year. Wtf. I still don't see how that happened... I told a friend of mine my weight yesterday, and all he had to say was 'wow that really blows I'm sorry', which made me cry all night because I'm an over-sensitive bitch. I mean, it's my own fault I'm fat right? Too many things have changed last summer. I miss some of my old friends, and yet I don't, because I know they've changed too much for us to be comparable anymore. Doesn't mean I don't want to give up, though... I'm still a fatass, whoot, and now that gym is over I will probably get even fatter I'm going to a party tonight to a girl's house who is kinda famous for throwing crunk parties but I doubt this one will be one of them... I'm learning how to drive and I love it, it is quite a nice feeling. I am probably going to get a car from my dad, which makes me feel like a spoiled brat seeing as I've been so angry with my parents lately and yet now they're trying to buy me a car. I really, really like rice. My mom bought me some veggie burgers the other day and I'm excited because I LOVE veggie burgers. I don't feel like the same person anymore and yet I do. I feel like I'm an upgrade of my old self... like when AIM gets all of these new features and whatever that you have to download. I'm still the same basic thing, but with a ton of updated stuff and new... notoriety? Is that a good word? Summer is already almost half over. I am probably not allowed to to go the Harry Potter premier, which makes me very sad. My first anniversary with my boyfriend is coming up soon. I hope I can get his picture done in time... He's going to be twenty in six months. I'm pretty sure I will cry at his twentieth birthday. I don't even know why. The thought of him being twenty just kinda... bothers me? I mean it's not like I'm going to leave him because he's too old or something, but it's more the fact that time is going too fast. I meet him when he was 17 and I was 14. Now I'm 16 and he's... 19. Where did the time go? Why am I not a freshman anymore? My sister's going into 8th grade and I feel like I just got OUT of 8th grade. Some other friends of mine are going to be freshman this year and I'm 'advising' them and what not, which I like because it makes me feel responsible or some shit like that, but at the same time I feel weird because I don't feel like I'm old enough to be going to college to two years. I'm going to go to OSU to follow Arthur, even though I had never planned on going to college in Ohio and the thought of it sickened me. So I basically gave up my dream of going to New York for him but eh, love is love right? My friend told me he should transfer to NYU for me when he's a senior and now I have that thought in my head, and how amazing it would be, but there's two issues: my grades are slightly above average, but not nearly good enough to get into NYU, so bye-bye... and second, Arthur would in no way give up a college he's been going to for three years to follow me. Well, he would, but he wouldn't like it and I'd rather not make him do that. MEH! My life is so weird... ._.

Uhm, anyhow
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